Saturday, February 4, 2012

Insomnia

Its been days now that I could not sleep on time. When I go to bed, I just could not sleep. My eyes closed, my mind has a million thoughts. All unclear. Just some shadows at lightening speed. Earlier, the speed of these thoughts used to even scare me. I'm not sure if am insane. I'm just not sleeping. Just to give those thoughts a break, I will get up- read something and sit in front of the computer listening to some music or watching some videos. Finally will get extremely tired and will fall asleep early morning only to be woken up by the alarm. For the first time after six days, I slept for eight hours today and woke up near afternoon. 

Tonight again- I went to bed and could not sleep. I'm awake again. I'm not sure how long is this going to continue. The last time I had these insomniac behavior was years ago. But that time, I thought I had some real reasons. This time I don't even know why. Let's see how long I can go without pills.. 
Lets see. 

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